REPOST BECAUSE IT WOULDN’T ADD THE PICTURE GOD DAMMMMMIT ALSO MORE OF YOU FUCKS ARE UP~ !ALSO I GRADUATED A FEW WEEKS AGOI WHOOPS LATE!

even if you have never really payed attention to my text posts and personals it means a lot if you would read this, or try-disclaimer about hat below but I gave seeen some srs spelling shit from people freaking out about fanoms or other shit idk- or if you are interested in starting a convo with me this info an asking me about it would bre a good start, I WANT MORE FOLLOWERS TO TALK TO ME, THER ARE HALFWAY TO FUCKING 200 OF YOU. Not a lot compared to many blogs but  A LOT FOR ME. So uhm yep tagging the butts out of it in hopes people will se and talk to me.. maybe meet people in the same boat~!

ALSO NOTE I WAS VERY LOOPY FROM SOME NEW MEDS THAT ARE WAAAYYY TOO MUCH FOR ME. So my spelling is butts. Beter han the fb one if any of you-only a few- saw it. sorry. It means a lot, though. AND IGNORE MY BUCK TEETH I NEVER HAD MY TEETH FIXED WE PO’ AS SHIT. Also fixing means losing my abnormally sharp canins which I love not cause LOL VAMPURRRRRZ SPARKLESPARKKKLLLE but hey’re rare to be so sharp and unique to me an shut up ok? ok onto sappy bs

I mention(prolly more briefly than the fb one which I am NOT editing and posting here hah fuccccck ) my disease if you are that interested in my disease- born wih it, not some bs diagnoses, also affects hers different and I had to have radiation at only 12 fucking my immune sysem- MESSAGE ME. No anons please. I want it private. I post abou my graves-disease on here but not now

~if you do not give two fucks, a single fuck, nor even have a fuck about me as much do. don’t read this. I would read this one too even if you read the other. It’s a lot similar but more clear and.. I’d like likes/comments on it too, dammit. :C whinewhinewhine~ SCROLL DOWN O THE BOTTO FOR THE SUPER TOO LONG DIDN’T READ EXCITEMENT PART

This is no a very pretty capture of me- they hardly are. not fishing for VAL U R BOOTIFOOL SOPSS it is simply I’m not photogenic and I dislike my smile with full teeth. It’s crooked and my teeth are..buck. oh well. NOT he point.

This means a lot because at 12 I was diagnosed with a disease I will not go into detail but it was such a bad case and my radiation was so strong hey told me I probably could not do school ih oher people. Yes, homeschool. Sititng at a computer being taugh actually as my parents both HAD to work-we were having issues at he time- and I’m not sure that would have counted as a full on highschool degree. But I proved them wrong. This image is powerful to me because I prove them wrong not only by going to highshool, even if I misse a lot of days.. I went to a tech school. I havee a trade. Something many adults cannot say- handymen sure bu hey are not “trained.” I plan on getting my license in HVAC as welll despite my other plans for a career.

Because with this program it is three years into one it will probably be the most demanding (besides my illness/es) thing I have done in my life. It is a bi of what I’m used to, on and off “bookwork” and hands on work- but at EOB, my techschool, it was weeks on and off. This is  days on books, 2 days hands on- the hands on days change each semester but will always be either Mon/fri or tues/weds. I was “meh” about checking this place out. But boy am I glad. I blew through he “pre exam” a 12 minute hing that if you’re given a 16 or higher you get a reserved seat, and a free admissions test. Why not right? It’s free shit. If I choose not o it won’t hurt. I got a 26 whivch is not common. Then on the actual exam you need a 58 in English; for 78/.8. 34 in maths; got a 50. I don’t mean to brag but I studies hard on my basic math I haven’t done/don’t without a calculator in a million years(THANZ MATH.COM LUV U)

I planned to go to community for 2 yrs, prereqs and all.. then transfer to Saint Vincents. But now, September 6, 2013 I will be a license LPN-provided I pass. It really is such a tough course (so tought admissions-who my admissions counselor btw is THE BEST LAY LIKE WOW- tells you you should NOT work. I imagine its hard for many of the people there. They’re all 20 or olders, and she said many single mothers. I feel bad for much harder it must be for them), but.. I want it. I ant it BAAAADDDD. I know, for once, I know I can do something and that something is this. That means so much. Within just.. oh god, literally 2 weeks my eyes were open. I was unsure, scared of the future when graduating was upon me. But this really truly showed me what I want and have wanted. To help people. I will be an LPN in a year technically less.. I started this coming September 10th).

Not having people my age will be hard. I have friends online who are much older (HURRRR PEDOS HURR) but it’s different on here. IRL they are much more judging of people my age.. What will I have in common wih these twnety-something single mothers? Maybe a lot, or maybe it woull go like. “Ugh my Andrea kept me up all night! Shes a realcrier” and I’ll just be like “Yeah my bunny kicks around a lot I TOTALLY get you.. ssooo obnoxious..” then dead silence Even in admissions it was made clear quickly this was a program fill-not directly for but filled with people who will be oler and I had to accept it. she was sweet as all people trying to sell something, and she is trying to sell the school. but at first was skeptical until I truly showed her I want his. I. Want. This. she became different hen. I feel like the staff in that department, they truly like their job. It WAS the woman who does the Bridges and job placement who suggested I look at it- and srsly she was shitting herself like..jeeze. I thank Mr Belade for helping me with my kils to show people, potential employers and what not, that I am a good choice. hey don’t want to give free test to anyone- they, after all, pay for it!

Today I go to do some admissions paper & set up a financial aid program. My dad is paid off the books mostlyyyy so off the boos we only make 25k. A Pell Grant will pay for most of my 33-ish-k tuition (this includes books an several scrubs especially the cinicals I oinly have to buy like  things myself. And supplies for the actual classes obvs). I am saving TONS but paying a 33k not than what I’d pay for 6 goddamn years of school! I won’t be 18 until after the classes start and I am a dependent as I wil be living there..sadlycoughcough… and their credit is bad so loans are iffy I can get some an my grandfathers military status can help. I did fafssa but for a school such as this will have to do it again. I will be sitting with a woman who does only financial aid- probably after ctcon. She will also show me scholarships I may havee not knoen about (I know for being short I gt some, not very much, but some money, as I am under 5’1”…yeaaaahh boooo)

I am very happy to be on a fast tract to my career.. But.. Everyone is always saying how much money I can make. As an LPN I can be making around 30 bucks and hour legit-depending on where, underpaying nurses is a GIANT problem in the country~!!! .. I am not doing this for money. I want to help people. I dislike how ads for CNAS (an over glorified profession on TV.. they get treated like shit and underpaid as well and it is also unfair. Would no recommend it for anyone eho had other option..)

Being so sick, and my severe injury last summer, those nurses did muuuch more han any doctor. I want to do that. I want to pediatrics. I am going to do this, becom and RN, and specialize in pediatrics- private practice, ER, chilens hospitals heeeell! Operating rooms! I of courszse will help anyone but his is my ideal.

of course being such a tought thing.. my social life will vanish mosly. I am going to do as much as I can to keep in touch with those I love. but if you love me you should support me and want me to do what I feel is right and will make me hapy. I hope.

AS OF 2:0 (well.. after..however long it takes..) I woke up at 5 an forgot it is IS technically monday so I prob said tomorrow in here somewhere when is today YOLO or w/e) I WILL BE A NURSING STUDENT WITHO EXPENSIVE BS PREREQS. AND OF NEXT EHH PROB OCTOBER TO DEVEMBER I  WILL BE RAINING TO BE A REGISTERED NURSE INSEA OF JUS LPN. BE PROUD DAMMIIIIT BECAUSE WOW I AM.

EXPECT MORE POST LIKE THESE IN THE MIDDLE OF YOUR DAILY VAL FUCKERY IF I AM AROUND IDK MIGHT GO TO THE BOYFRIENDS HOUUSE. HE SHOULD DEFF BE LETTING ME GIVE HIM A DILDO IN THE BUT FOR HIS I MEAN LIKE COME ON. (just kidding kin of maybe