I’ve been feeling shaky and sick all day, and I had that yucky watery shit that comes before you throw up.. but never threw up.

WELL I FINALLY DID and it was totally solid, and I keep dry heaving but I know it’s really just more of this solid nasty-ness. The last time this happened was related to my gallbladder. I feel a horrible stabbing pain.

I almost sent myself into an anxiety attack but I’m calmed down now (which is good because I obviously, throwing up, can’t take my Xanax for it). My mom wants to go to the ER and maybe I should bu I really, really do not want to.

So now I’m left shaking, aching all over, dry heaving, and have a horrible pain in my stomach.. a stabby pain. 

gunna try and distract myself by reading some blogs and then hopefully fall asleep for a bit